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« Thread Started on Sept 29, 2009, 12:23pm » | |
Hi, I have just come out of hospital after having contracted pneumonia as a complication of having had full blown flu for two weeks.
It was my left lung (I'm a lefty) that was affected.
Am I right in thinking heart chakra and male issues - feeling hurt about something - not feeling loved etc
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« Reply #1 on Sept 29, 2009, 7:42pm » | |
I would look at it more in terms of the Will side than the Male side - something about someone close to your heart that is different than what you want...
Conflict on the Will side of relationships. Angry at someone close to you?
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« Reply #2 on Nov 5, 2009, 12:30pm » | |
Thanks Martin,
I have really been trying to get to grips with this as the pneumonia is still there and giving me some pain in the left chest.
I have re-read your book and am getting confused as to how to work out the meaning of the symptoms in relation to 'will' side and 'emotional' side.
I'm left handed so I just reverse the sides - that's not a problem but let's say in my case I had problems in my right lung - emotional side - how does it differ from the meaning of the left?
My left lung is affected and I am angry at someone close to me (my husband) but what i don't understand is :
Left handed lung issues =
left lung - conflict on the will side of relationships - angry at someone close to me.
right lung - conflict on the emotional side of relationships -
In the right lung situation as a left handed person am I still angry at someone close to me and how does it differ from the will side?
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« Reply #3 on Nov 5, 2009, 3:52pm » | |
On the Will side of the heart chakra (whichever that is for you) - angry because something in the relationship is different than you want it to be, different than your Will wants.
On the emotional side, it would be more an emotional reaction to something that happened - possibly having felt hurt or wounded about what happened.
Does this make sense to you?
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« Reply #4 on Nov 5, 2009, 4:55pm » | |
Yes, I think it is coming together somewhere.
the 'will' side is where I would be feeling the 'active' emotion ie anger
whereas the 'emotional' side is where I am feeling more that something is being done to me that I feel hurt about and may not have yet either dealt with or mobilised to 'anger'?????????
Quite interesting as I found a previous post I had made in march of 2009 about a bout of Athlete's foot that i suddenly developed. I mentioned in there that I had been feeling 'congested, wheezy etc' in both lungs but had suddenly developed a sharp pain behind the left shoulder blade. This was the same pain as I have had with the pneumonia but not as bad and not as widespread.
I think therefore that this has been 'building up' over months as although I had come to terms with and accepted that my relationship with my hubby is over etc I am still living with the niggles on a daily basis as I have not yet moved myself and the children away from the day to day tensions.
Therefore, I was experiencing it in my emotional side as well back in March because at the time I felt hurt and upset as well as starting to feel angry.
I guess that would fit with my now left sided lung pain as I don't feel hurt anymore but I do think that underneath it all I feel an anger and resentment that our family had to be split up because he couldn't/wouldn't co-parent or raise his game as a 50:50 partner - I think maybe I am also mad at myself as I had doubts before we got married that we were too diverse in our values etc. Could I be seething with resentment at myself for ignoring my inner voice?
I've been referred for a further lung scan tomorrow as when at my check up for the pneumonia 2 days ago the consultant said that there was something other than pneumonia that they were very concerned about. I asked why it hadn't been picked up before but the lung had been so full that nothing else could have been seen apart from fluid.
I guess I have to affirm that it is ok for me to go for what I want.
Maybe this lung situation isn't going to go away until I have removed myself entirely from the domestic situation and have some peace of mind back. I find it very hard to make these seemingly huge decisions as hubby is devastated at the idea of our boys leaving and is VERY angry at me for wanting to leave. My younger son will be devastated too and I feel it is all my fault for 'not being able to put up with it' any longer.
Thanks Martin. Am I a bit further on in my understanding do you think?
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« Reply #5 on Nov 6, 2009, 7:08am » | |
It does sound as though you have to release the difficult emotions that have been coming up, living with someone you do not enjoy being with - and perhaps that will be released when you actually make the move - though it is important to remember that it is the tension in your consciousness that needs to be released in order to release the symptom.
Do what you feel is the right thing.
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« Reply #6 on Nov 6, 2009, 7:20pm » | |
How was the lung scan today?
I just want to send you some loving vibrations...
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« Reply #7 on Nov 7, 2009, 4:45pm » | |
It was fine thanks Queen8. I get the results next week.
I've had a lot of insights over the last week and am in the process of trying to change my perceptions about a wide range of issues.
Thanks for asking and thank you so much for the loving vibrations.
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« Reply #8 on Nov 19, 2009, 3:50pm » | |
Hi, I had the results of my CT scan last week which showed evidence of considerable remaining pneumonia with atelectasis.
It also showed some enlarged mediastinal nodes in the left lung.
I was immediately referred to a consultant Pulmonogist for bronchoscopy.
I must admit to feeling rather panic stricken at first as with my nursing background and my smoking history I am aware of the possible implications. I had to wait from the Thursday - over the weekend period until the Monday pm for the appointment which I was fine with as I wanted to try and 'feel' my way into what was or wasn't happening. It also served a fantastic purpose in that I had to ask myself some serious questions about what I wanted to do with the rest of my life! I calmed myself although some fearful thoughts did pop in here and there but I would over-ride them with a positive affirmation.
I re-read your book, meditated lots and lots, did lots of chakra clearing, visualisations on my lung and nodes, journalling etc and absolutely refused to let anyone elses moods and negative energy overwhelm me and just spent those days on myself and being with my children. It was bliss and it felt good to be kind to myself without treading on eggshells as to what my husbands mood would be.
Part of my visualisations were imagining the Pulmonogist telling me that I didn't need the bronchoscopy!
I'm definitely not doing what I want with my life at the moment and now feel I am able to go forward and make the changes ie separate from my husband - I'm really excited at the prospect ahead of me - whereas before my CT scans results I was still worrying about the implications of leaving my husband ie finances., the children, etc etc.
I now realise that my happiness is just as important as anyone elses. I suddenly realised that if my enlarged nodes proved to be malignant that I would have been out of here like road runner. All those details will work themselves out. I had not been aware of how unhappy I really was. It was a wakeup call I sorely needed - a kick in the pants.
When I saw the Pulmonogist he said he was 70% sure that the nodes were reactive to the pneumonia. He suggested a course of anti-inflammatory treatment along with a follow up xray in 2 weeks and another CT scan in 8 weeks. He said if it did prove to be non-reactive there was still plenty of time to act!!
I was happy with this and as pleased as punch that my visualisations had come to fruition.
My sister was horrified when I told her and she said I must get a second opinion immediately! I told her there was no point and that it was my consciousness I needed to work on to find out what could be the causative factors.
In your book and some of the posts you state that with cancer and diseases that can result in death that the tension created in the consciousnes is being caused by something so bad to a person (their perception) that they had made a decision to leave the planet ie something they felt so bad about that it could result in death.
In my case my query is this.
I spent a long time trying to think of what in my life so far was so bad that I might have made this decision. The only things that came up were to do with my past around the ages of 13-15 and then again around 18-23 yrs. A lot of guilt and shame around that time to do with a termination of pregnancy and an inappropriate relationship.
Would that fit with these nodes - malignant or not or is it too far in the past? Could they have been growing all that time but not large enough to manifest.
Would a person not present with symptoms at the time of the incidents or events causing the dis-ease' ie around the above ages rather than manifesting now.
I had a cousin by marriage who died of lung cancer a few years ago and at the time, when trying to decipher what could have been bad enough for him to want to leave the planet - the only thing I could think of was the fact that his Dad had committed suicide when he was 11 and he had found him. As he was 49 when he died does that mean it was something more recent?
I find that bit confusing to do with the symptoms developing and finding out what was going on in a person's life because with a malignancy they can be simmering away for years before symptoms manifest.
Thank you
May I email you privately as I would like to find out if there is a BMS healer in my area . I nearly ended up at a workshop with Phillipe in Lisbon over the weekend but couldn't get anyone to look after my boys for the first day.
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« Reply #9 on Nov 19, 2009, 4:04pm » | |
from further up the post - 'though it is important to remember that it is the tension in your consciousness that needs to be released in order to release the symptom'
I guess this could mean the tension over the upset and fear I felt about taking what i percieve to be such a huge step or the tension felt over being so unhappy - not that I realised quite how unhappy living in this 'tension' for so many years had made me.
A lot of symptoms that i develop all seem to be root chakra based - i think I must have made a step forward there though as i feel so much less fearful about security issues.
can I 'release the tension' by 'acceptance of what just is' - the end result will be what i create?
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« Reply #10 on Nov 19, 2009, 8:36pm » | |
You had written, "I'm definitely not doing what I want with my life at the moment and now feel I am able to go forward and make the changes ie separate from my husband - I'm really excited at the prospect ahead of me - whereas before my CT scans results I was still worrying about the implications of leaving my husband ie finances., the children, etc etc.
"I now realise that my happiness is just as important as anyone elses. I suddenly realised that if my enlarged nodes proved to be malignant that I would have been out of here like road runner. All those details will work themselves out. I had not been aware of how unhappy I really was. It was a wakeup call I sorely needed - a kick in the pants."
It was the tension in your life at this time - unhappy in your marriage and feeling trapped - that was the situation you were so unhappy about that you were considering leaving the planet.
Accept emotionally where you are now, and that you have been so unhappy, and then decide what you want to do next - and it would seem you have already made that step - so now, just trust your trip.
You can certainly send me an email at healer@healer.ch asking if there is a healer near where you live, and explaining th symptom you would like to have healed - or you can come to any of our classes, even if they are not so close to where you are. For example, we have a class coming up in the UK, in Brighton...
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« Reply #11 on Nov 21, 2009, 3:15pm » | |
Thank you Martin.
I will ponder on what you've said and will email you next week.
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« Reply #12 on Nov 25, 2009, 10:35am » | |
I keep re-reading your last post and have realised I am having difficulties with understanding something - something that I should be able to understand as it's inside me.
"Accept emotionally where you are now - and that you have been so unhappy"
I am able to see now how unhappy I have been (although not as aware of it as I am now).
I think I have been hiding a lot of emotions from myself for years.
The part I'm struggling with is "knowing where I am emotionally" - I'm not quite sure I know what that means to me at the moment as I still feel in a bit of a daze about it all.
I asked myself that question every morning to see if it makes any more sense to me and it doesn't.
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« Reply #13 on Nov 25, 2009, 12:51pm » | |
That means understanding and acknowledging that you are unhappy where you are, accepting that, and that you do need to do something about it.
Then, do something about it.
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