Unknown severe musculoskeletal disease

[louis]

Hi,

Thank you very much for this amazing forum and the help you provide to all these people!

For many years now I have a strange musculoskeletal illness that is crippling my joints tendons and muscles. Doctors don't know what it is (it's not rheumatoid, but looks like it). I almost cannot move many muscles and joints, especially hands, arms, knees, hip, feet.
Additionally I have problems with eczema
ma and light acne in the chest and face area.
At the time when it started I moved to a new city and started university, but there was no traumatic event, just low confidence in general. The only thing I had at that time was severe acne which I disliked a lot.

I just recently found out about Martin's story. What is the best way to heal from this? I tried looking at repressed emotions but it did not help so far.

Is it enough to just meditate on what I would feel like if I was healthy, like cultivating more love and joy? At the moment I feel quite depressed and sad.

Best
Louis

[Philippe Hannetelle]

Hi Louis,

first thanks for your feedback about the forum. It´s still alive, even if people are more in social networks now.

Regarding the symptom you experience, describing from the point of view you have created, we would say that you are immobilizing yourself, holding yourself back from doing something because of insecurity (Root chakra stuff).

Hips, knees and feet are related to the root chakra. Tensions in the root chakra are experienced as insecurity or fear as a perceptual filter.

Hips: not feeling supported.
Knees: The Will knee (right one for right handed) it can be not trusting in your will – having made a decision but not yet acting on it because of insecurity – and the Emotional knee, representing insecurity or mistrust in the foundations of your emotions, likely due to emotional insecurity, emotional dependency, not standing on your own two feet with regard to your emotions.
Feet: we would give the same meaning as for the knees and also the possible logical conclusion of the symptom (if it were allowed to advance) needs to be examined as well. If you would not able to walk, for example, it could be said that you have been keeping yourself from walking away from a situation you have been unhappy with, giving yourself reasons to stay in the unhappy situation.

Arms and hands are related to the throat chakra which is about expressing goals (among other things), and the arms represent the person reaching for their goals.

Arms: if the arms are immobilized, or if that could be the logical conclusion of the symptom if it were allowed to advance, and from the point of view that we each create our reality, then rather than saying that you cannot use your arms, it would be described as keeping yourself from reaching for something. You had a specific goal at the time the symptom began, but has been talking to yourself in a way that discourages you from going for that goal.

Hands: about your ability or willingness to receive or to let yourself have the delivery of something you have asked for. You have asked for a goal, or prayed for something, the delivery is possible, and you have been giving yourself reasons to not allow yourself to have the fulfillment of that goal, or to believe you can not have the fulfillment of that goal.

Eczema: the part of the body affected and the chakra associated with that part point to specific sensitivities. When the face is affected, it reflects a sense of shame or guilt since the person may feel they need to hide their face. The chest would reflect sensitivities in the area of relationships.

There is a way of being related to each symptom and healing implies a process of transformation of the way of being that was creating the symptom. The synptom is not who you are, it´s what you have been doing until now.
Meditation is an help to quiet the mind and release the tensions but you need to take a decision in terms of the goal you would like to reach, something that makes you happy and talk to yourself in a positive way. I would say to pay attention to the perceptions you choose and the way you talk to yourself, putting some oil in your way of thinking, bringing flexibility in your consciousness because the symptoms you experience in your joints,muscles,tendons reflect that.

[louis]

Thank you for that detailed answer!!

The disease started in my hands and then spread out. I am wondering what that goal might be that I don't allow myself. I always had trouble figuring out what I really want.
At the time where it started I have been in a very criticizing mindset. I have improved that a lot, though I still feel insecure because of my illness.
It's so strange that it is affecting my whole body. I don't really know where to go from here

[Philippe Hannetelle]

At the time the symptom began, has the Universe offered you something that you've been asking for, but that you've been finding hard to give yourself?

In the way consciousness works, when you order something up from the big supermarket in the sky, at another point in time the Universe tries to deliver what you have asked for - and the hands represent letting yourself have and receive the delivery of something you had ordered up before.

Ask yourself if you have been discouraging yourself from having what you want and what make you happy in terms of root chakra issues - money, home, job.

What situation were you experiencing when you had this very criticizing mindset?

And it´s better to say THE illness instead of My illness. The symptom is in your experience but it´s not who you are but what you have been doing until now, as I wrote in a previous answer.

You can also ask for a healing, and if there is no healer in your neighborhood, we can recommend you some good healers working at a distance.

[louis]

At that time I was not spiritual and I felt quite alone and unloved. I criticized myself to motivate me so I was not able to give love to myself.At the time this was reflected by acne, which made my lack of confidence worse of course.
I did not really like studying or the the job I work now, but I also don't have an idea what else I would rather do or what my passion is.

Where could I find someone for distance healing that you recommend?

[Philippe Hannetelle]

I sent you the contact in a private message.