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Post by queen8 on Jul 24, 2008 22:52:25 GMT 1
When seeing a film, we all have our own interpretations. When seeing the film Martin gave the link to (the thread about feelings), it struck me that that's how it has been for me: there have been so many beautiful days, and I haven't been able to see them as such, because I've been "blind" (that is, very nearsighted!). It's sad that it's been that way! I now understand that I've protected myself from seeing and feeling what is reality, because I perceived it as too brutal (it WAS brutal...!). Now I need to open up. To me it's been a process, taking off one "protective shield" at a time, and now I think time is soon here to let go of the last shields... e.g. by really seeing and feeling that all the love I've encoutered outnumber even the brutalities! Plus, in my case, I feel it's a matter of growing up (you don't go from 4 to 40 in a day... well, some do, depending how you interpret growing up!): yes, its taken time, but I've learnt something, every single day!! And now I start to see the consequences: my body is easier to bear (as if I have to bear it!), and then I trust that the rest, like my eyesight, will come "in due time", when I open up for it to return to perfect clarity!
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