Fuzzy and Blurry Vision

[kiran]

Hello Martin,

I have recently noticed that I have this fuzzy feeling around my eyes and my vision
is a little blurred.

I know you will ask me what happened before this started I can't really remember anything
specific.

I know that about a year ago my husband said he hated my intuition (I was highly intuitive
not anymore) I prayed for it to stop and it did. My husband says we can't live like normal people
with my intuition and it caused a lot of tension between us. Its peaceful now but I am not sure if
I did the right thing.

Also around the same time my son started going out with a girl that I thought was very nice till
I started to notice that she was quite manipulative and I have been trying to be very cool about
it.

Please ask me those questions that you always do so that I can get to the bottom of this thanks.

You have helped me a lot in the past and I really do appreciate it.

[Martin Brofman]

Sounds like you have been denying your truth with denying your intuition - and you may not do that. I would say your husband needs to accept who you are and what is true for you - and certainly, you need to do the same and find a way to live with your gifts.

[kiran]

Thank you Martin I know you are right. Recently my husband commented that it was peaceful without my intuition.

Things are peaceful but I am walking on egg shells, I feel afraid to be me. When he got angry about
my intuition about year ago I did not see it coming those few months my intuition was exceptionally high
and I kept On sharing the information with him. At that time I was also very sensitive to other peoples energy
And that angered him too.

When he blew up all of a sudden I was shocked, stunned and devastated it was like My world had come to an end.
Here was someone that I had been married to for 30 plusYears telling me that he was sick of my gift and that he did
not want any extra information About anyone or anything. He has never ever been that rude and rough with me ever.
It was really out of the blue and tears come to my eyes whenever I remember the harsh language he used.

As you can see I am between a rock and a hard place, please share your wisdom with me thanks

[Martin Brofman]

You have to be you and live your truth - and trust it.

Sounds like your husband just does not want to hear about it - so you do not have to discuss it with him. It would be good to have someone to talk with about, though, and it should not be something you should have to hide.

Perhaps if he understood more about it he would feel differently. People are often down on what they are not up on - so see if he might be open to a self-development class like the Silva Method, where his motivation might have nothing to do with intuition, but he would learn something about it and how important it is for people who are successful in business.

[kiran]

Thanks Martin you always says such wise things. Yes I know I have to live my own truth and that's what all this is about. Its time I took charge of myself not in a bad way but I have been a loving wife and mother and have over given I think. I do feel that this is God's way of saying please let go of them a little and focus on yourself. I have realized that that I do too much for them and too little for myself.
I have not allowed myself the time and attention a normal person needs. I don't know why, I guess its a woman thing. Well this message has come to me now when I can understand and accept it instead of not understanding (really not being able to understand) and rejecting the very idea of resting and enjoying
something by myself. I absolutely did not know how to do that and I would have even thought that very idea was something quite alien. I was born in the fifties and the Mums back then just did, did and did maybe you can understand that.

Martin after that hugh blow up with my husband I think I was in "shock gear" for a few months and I felt
very dejected. I interpreted the whole fight as my husband saying "leave me alone I don't need you to
approve or agree with whatever I want to do" Somehow this was the underlying message I felt at that time
and I was in a state of shock quite literally. I did not see it coming to be honest as I was dealing with another situation at that time the fact that my sister had sold my Mum's apartment on the quite and intended to cheat me of my share.

I know I was carrying this around with me but I did not cry or rant and rave or react in anyway this "strange quite" might have caused my behavior to be too controlling with my husband hence causing all that rage to burst out of him. I am just trying to understand, accept learn and move forward. I feel I am a stronger person now after that whole thing, wiser and kinder to myself not in a feeling sorry way but in a healthy way.

I should get to my question I am worried that those unhappy feelings at that might have caused me to become diabetic I haven't had a check up yet I am too scared too. I know I should ask this on the other
message board I can do that if you want me too.