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Post by astra2012 on Mar 22, 2006 16:17:21 GMT 1
Once I had photophobia (meaning I just needed sunglasses in sunny days) nystagmus (involuntary, very minute eye movements) and double vision (left eye was "unruly" - I'm right-handed) Then all these symptoms disappeared quite suddenly- all by themselves.
I must have done something right - but what could it be? (I have no idea- as I have no idea what these disorders mean when translated into consciousness).
Any ideas?
The only eye symptom I have left now is that my left eye gets irritated (red, burning, dry) much much faster than the right (e.g. after hour looking at the computer screen) - I really need some eye drops (but only in the left eye). What could be the way out?
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Post by Martin Brofman on Mar 22, 2006 17:59:34 GMT 1
"photophobia (meaning I just needed sunglasses in sunny days)"
Sensitivity to light - something about the relationship with the father and/or authority.
"nystagmus (involuntary, very minute eye movements)"
A bit nervous about facing life head-on - directly.
"and double vision (left eye was "unruly" - I'm right-handed)"
Male eye and female eye not talking - difficulties in relating between man and woman - emotional (female) eye running away.
"Then all these symptoms disappeared quite suddenly- all by themselves.
I must have done something right"
Sounds like it. Resolved something in your relationship. perhaps?
"The only eye symptom I have left now is that my left eye gets irritated (red, burning, dry)"
Emotionally irritated. What is it irritating you to see?
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Post by astra2012 on Mar 23, 2006 1:00:01 GMT 1
Thank you . You seem to have all the answers!
The way I see it: you are objective here so you are always right. So are the symptoms. I, on the other hand, am quite subjective and apparently in denial. The first reaction was "No, not me" but now it all seems to fit.
The father -figure was my boss at that time who treated me like one of his 3 daughters; he also took care of my PhD program --I thought he was not that competent profesionally and the whole program was really stupid.
But I rather willed (!) myself to get sick than quit. (so, even though I do not consider myself nervous or shy, at that time, I avoided direct action.
very interesting - and quite fascinating.
That was in the past, though, much easier for me to think about.(unlike present. Esp. combined with emotions. I usually do not get irritated or angry- even though it might seem that way since my reactions may be "sharp". Will think about it - thanks.
Knowing such details helps in understanding bm techn. but the general motto of your therapy is wonderfuly simple:"Be happy. Love yourself". (Well... if one believes he/she is body and mind + some undefined soul that's easy. In my case there was a problem of occasional conflict with mind - makes sense? I tried to discipline it while all I had to do was-right!-love it!)
All the answers are in your books/CDs.
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