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Post by anna on Jan 2, 2006 16:23:41 GMT 1
Thanks for all your encouragement. I have been discovering quite a few things about my perception of strength in the last few days - that it was centred in the left (male) side of my brain because I wanted it to be, to make up for my absent father. It was as though I refused to believe that my mother had strength on her own, and correspondingly refused to recognise that strength in me (principally in my right or female side) that was just like hers. Tomorrow I will book an eye exam at the hospital - before or instead of the proposed operation - and i look forward to a measurable improvement in my vision by 21st of this month. I'll let you know. With love and peace Anna
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Post by Martin Brofman on Jan 2, 2006 19:22:26 GMT 1
The left side of your brain controls the right side of your body - so since you are left-handed, your left side is your male side, but your RIGHT brain is the male/thinking/logical side.
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Post by anna on Jan 8, 2006 18:58:25 GMT 1
I had an understanding today of how what I see through eyes has nothing to do with the position of my eyes. i was doing the thumb exercise, and in the position close to my face where since my eyes are naturally crossed you would thinf i would have no trouble focussing them both together on my thumb, i was still seeing the background, books in the shelves etc. through my thumb. I am still having a lot of trouble getting my eyes to co-ordinate. However, on the positive side several people who have no idea of the intensive self healing I'm doing (including my GP!) have commented how my right eye has moved to the centre when i am talking to them. It seems that if I am passionately fired up about something else, my eye responds by moving to the , but if I forget about it and get completely involved in something else. it gets worse and worse. This is one of those tricky paradoxes! I have booked an eye exam for 17th January. I've added Robert Kaplan's eye exercises to Martin's and my goal is for there to be a measurable difference when I go for my eye exam on 17th. If there is, however slight, then I will put off the operation to correct my squint that is planned for 23rd Jan. Wish me luck and send me light! Love to you all Anna
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Post by queen8 on Jan 8, 2006 20:37:30 GMT 1
Dear Anna! I send you light and I wish you luck, no, not luck, I wish you inner peace and certainty that the work you're doing brings you healing! It's really exciting when you have this special date, I'll be thinking of you, and I'm looking forward to hearing from you how it all works out!!
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Post by Martin Brofman on Jan 9, 2006 7:23:39 GMT 1
You know that we love success stories, Anna,k and that we're looking forward to reading yours after the examination.
I love it when doctors are surprised in a way that leaves us happy.
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Post by anna on Jan 9, 2006 22:04:25 GMT 1
Thank you all and I look forward to telling you the good news. Just checking Martin. I suppose my right eye is controlled by my left brain, which since I am left handed, is my female side? And also, have there been tests to show which side of the brain controls which eye or is the male/female thing based on intuitive understanding? I do get seriously confused!!! Love and light in this peaceful hopeful year Anna
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Post by Martin Brofman on Jan 10, 2006 8:54:54 GMT 1
Your right eye, since you are left-handed, is your female or emotional eye - and each eye is connected to both sides of the brain.
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Post by Guest viewer on Jan 10, 2006 13:27:13 GMT 1
Hi Anna, Wishing you success and looking forward to reading your good news! - as I trust do all other Viewers. Thank you for 'walking with others ' sharing steps (and strides!) on your path to clear vision.
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Post by anna on Jan 12, 2006 12:35:13 GMT 1
Something very exciting happened yesterday. I saw a bathroom tap from about three or four feet away. Not so special you might think except that I saw this tap with my left and my right eye in EXACTLY THE SAME PLACE. It was interesting to see the difference between the two images, which were superimposed over one another. It was like a Picasso picture - one image of the tap looking 'normal' and the other sticking out at an angle from it. I realised then that my right eye is astigmatic, and that explains why the image that I have been seeing with my right eye is one a different plane from the left. I hadn't realised that until last night. I looked at this tap for a long while, several minutes, trying to feel the feelings that made it possible for me to see it. It's very hard to describe them, but it was something like the peace and the rhythm that comes from being in still meditation yet woken up to movement - so something like sleepwalking I suppose. Dreamwalking would be a good name for it. Perhaps it feels like a dream because it's so unfamiliar to me. I went back to look at Martin's chapter in 'Improve Your Vision'called 'Talk to Yourself' which is about lucid dreaming. It's page 83. It struck me and disturbed me when i read it before, but I think I misunderstood it. I understood it before to mean that there is no spirit, that it is all just a construction of our mind - but then I saw last night that he is saying it is all spirit, and the 'reality' is a construction of our minds. I am much more comfortable with that idea so tell me if I have misunderstood again Martin. I am trying to recapture the dream I was in yesterday so I can see more and more things in one place with both eyes. i will work on the 'picasso effect ' later! One other thing - I know it's no accident but it's hard to understand why it's occurring. As I have faced the misperceptions I have had in my vision and devoted my energy to tackling them, my daughter's anorexia has developed at lightening speed. In October last year she was a sixteen year old determined to lose weight. In November I went on my first vision healing workshop - somewhat reluctantly because I didn't think I needed to do it for some reason- I suppose I thought I had done all the healing I could do in my case and anything else would have to be left to the doctors. By Christmas i had understood that I had only just begun, and that I was only just starting to understand how to heal myself. At the same time I was anxiously watching my daughter's behaviour and giving her healing. Now in January I am really beginning to see improvement in my vision and really believing in what i can do for the first time. Meanwhile my daughter is rejecting healing because she doesn't want to be healed, she doesn't think there is anything wrong with her and her weight has dropped by 28lbs so that her petrol tank is almost running on empty. I know that white light is the most effective healing she can have so every day i send her some to keep her safe and to myself, to fend off the anxiaty and guilt I feel. So here is some light but here is also a need for some more love to guide me and my family. Peace and hope to all of you Namaste Anna
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Post by Martin Brofman on Jan 12, 2006 13:42:16 GMT 1
Congratulations on the progress in your healing and the shift in your consciousness. I would say that now you have a much clearer idea of what I have been talking about.
About your daughter, it would help that you understand that she feels you in a different way than before and may not be trusting the process for that reason. Make certain that she understands what has been happening with you, and that it's a good thing - and always let here know that you love her.
Perhaps you can open a dialogue with her also - so she can express everything to you that she wants to, in order to get it all out, and with your help, resolve the tensions in her own consciousness and let in the love and allow herself to be nourished by it.
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Post by Maria on Jan 12, 2006 16:05:00 GMT 1
YAY Anna!!!! You go girl! I'm so excited to read your "tap" story. You've encouraged me on my own vision journey. Teenagers can be soooo.... difficult. And to think I'm just starting down that path - Yikes! I don't know what to say for your daughter other than love her, send light and be a friend as well as a mom. Oh, and remind me of that in a couple years when my daughter's that age Peace, Maria
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Post by anna on Jan 13, 2006 12:27:58 GMT 1
uggh! i hate to say this but the truth is the truth. I looked at the same bathroom tap today so i could try to recapture the image of one superimposed on the other - which i hadn't seen annywhere else....and i realised that the image I was seeing woth my right eye was a reflection from the bathroom mirror! Sorry guys - getting ahead of myself again, but I'm trying not to be too disheartened and look upon it a a prelude of what is to come.. Also on the bright side, my daughter is definitely responding to the love and white light that is surrounding her and is beginning to get a bit of distance between herself and ths regime she has imposed on her body. I'm looking around for help now to encourage her on the way. Love to you all anna
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Post by Maria on Jan 22, 2006 18:41:01 GMT 1
Hi Anna,
Just checking in to see how the eye exam went?
Peace,
Maria
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Post by anna on Jan 24, 2006 13:23:45 GMT 1
Hi Maria - this was the result. At the beginning of the exam I found my vision was definitely sharper in both eyes. I could read the bottom line of the eye chart with my right eye which I haven't been able to do for some time. That was really exciting and I hoped we would be able to detect a difference in the angle of vision between my eyes also - but alas, no. The problem is that when I see a double image the angle between the two images I see is less than when I look with alternate eyes. But when they measure they measure alternate eyes. So there seems to be no way to measure an improvement in 'seeing' images as closer together, even while you are 'looking' at them far apart. Does this make any sense to you.? I felt that I had partially succeeded and certainly begun to understand the difference between seeing and looking that Robert Kaplan's book 'The Power behind the Eyes' helped me with. I felt that if I continued for two years or maybe ten then I might get my eyes to coordinate completely again, but, with mixed feelings I decided to go ahead and have the surgery yesterday to correct the slant in my right eye. It is reversible should it need it to be so. Anyway so here I am and although it's very early days yet, it's clear to me that I am still going to be seening double, even after the surgery so Iwill still have to keep working on my eyes to keep them sharp and get them co-ordinated. So there you go. Don#t give up. You're making the changes you need to make every day! with love, Anna
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Post by Martin Brofman on Jan 24, 2006 14:19:39 GMT 1
I believe the string exercise in my book should help the situation, though it does need some period of orienttion and adjustment to the process.
Anyway, my thoughts are with you.
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